My greatest treasure and most valuable assets are the friends and family in my life. Each of them have the thankless job of tolerating me. They listen, offer support, make me smile, hold me while I cry, carry me to the door and bodyguard me on a night of partying, care, and love me despite my faults.

I might be odd, in that I don't really differentiate too much between my "real" friends in real life, and online ones. I am indebted deeply to people I have never met, and I do not doubt that if I needed ANY of my friends, that they would be there, come hell or high water. Did I mention how truly blessed I am?

My Family:
My Dad:
My mentor, my inspiration, my friend, my confidant and my source of reason. I love him so much, though I am finding that I don't tell him so often enough. He is an amazing person, and I am incredibly awed to have such a great man as my father. I love you, Dad!!! :)

My Mom:
Closer to Brenda than to me, my mom remains a friend and person I can reach out to when I need her. She has great strength in matters of the heart and is compassionate when I have problems. I hope to one day make her proud. I love you, Mom!!! :)

My Sister, Brenda:
Though there was a time when we rarely spoke, now I am glad to call you my friend. You are strong, like Mom, please don't forget that. You are a beautiful, caring person. Don't change, you're a wonderful sister and I love you, Bren! :)

My Brother, Caleb:
You are the most adorable little kiddo in the world, and you know it, because I am always telling you so. I love hearing you sing and your sparkling eyes brighten up even the worst day. Know that I love you more than you can ever imagine, and I will always watch out for you. I love you, kiddo! :)

My Niece, Hannah:
A gorgeous little girl, I think you're as beautiful as an angel. You are already growing into a little adult, and I am excited to see what you do with your life. Our phone conversations are always fun, and I love spending time with you and your mom. If you ever need me, please know that I am here for you always. I love you, Hannah! :)

Paul:
Who ever would've thought that after all these years, we'd find ourselves here? Certainly, if anyone told me this is how things would've ended up, I would've called them a liar, but who knows why Fate does as it does. There is a connection with you that I've never had with anyone else, and it is incredibly special to me. I hope you realize that you are such an amazing person someday. Q.E. ... and how long is eternity?

My Friends:
Eric: For listening, caring, standing by my side, being you, and letting me be myself... You have been my best friend for the last few years. I appreciate you so much.. I can't even say how much. Thank you for everything.
Sandy: Brightening every workday with your smile, you are like my second mother. You are very dear to me. Thank you for everything you do! :)
Jeff B: You were supportive at a time of my life when there was more doubt in myself than I can realize, even now. You brought me back from the edge more than once, and I cannot thank you enough for that, and for the great person you remain.
Dave: Adorable Brit, I will never be able to thank you enough for watching over me while I slept. You are the only Fallen Angel in my life, and you are incredibly special to me. I love you! (You know what I mean)...
Ricky: You are a surprising, fascinating, intriguing and beautiful creature. My faith in you remains absolute. (The night admires you, as well.)
R.: Your love still amazes me, though your heart now belongs to another. Unconditional love is a rare thing in these times, and I am honoured to call you my friend. There is no other Drajin in the world who compares to you. :)
Chrystal: One of my favourite females in the entire world, you are the one that I need to get up to see soon. Thank you for being loyal and not caring what anyone else says about me. *kisses*
John Mark: I keep saying that there are no words, and I suppose that I mean it - I am glad to have you in my life. You are a kind, caring person (don't worry, I won't tell anyone!), and you will forever be in my life. Please don't plan on ditching me... ;)
Scott J: My original bodyguard, you taught me what to expect from men. No wonder my standards remain incredibly high... You are fun to spend time with, talk to and just be around. You are awesome, I don't know anyone like you. Pay up on those hugs ya owe me, or I'll be the one putting YOU in custody! ;)
JR: You rekindled my hope, for that, and your incredibly overwhelming friendship, I am grateful.
Neil: You have proven that your friendship is true more times than I can keep track of. You are very special to me, and I will constantly be reminding you. I look forward to seeing you again. :)
Tom: How long will ya let me get away with calling you "Mutt", I wonder. For all the teasing I do, I am glad to claim you as my friend, who else would give me a puppy for my birthday? ;)
Ben: Devious, indeed. I think you delight in surprising me. I am amazed by the ease you show in putting up with my erratic indecision. (Arby's! Noooo.. Sonic! Noooo... Wait! Japanese! Italian! And while we're at it... Let's see THAT movie instead of the one we're here for!) You even laughed at me when my hair was orange! ;)
Erin: More like a sister than a friend, you have been a part of my life for so long that I don't really remember what it was like before you! Thank you for being an amazingly good friend, and for loving me despite the crappy choices I sometimes make. (Hey, yo, Viv babe!)
Tammy: We've been friends for what, 12 years? It is awe inspiring. You and I were always a good match friendship wise, and I am glad to still be in touch with you. It has been good watching you grow into the woman you are.
Bonnie: In and out of touch, you remain a friend after what feels like an eternity. I don't know if I see you as a Marine or not though...
Brett: I'll passenger for you anytime you want one. You are a good friend, and great man. You never hesitate to open up to me, or listen if I want to open up to you. Thank you for being there for me, Brett. You mean a lot to me.
Chris: After all these years, we remain friends. You are fun to spend time with, curl up with to watch a movie, even going to Phoenix for In-N-Out Burgers is fun with you. I hold the memories of you close to my heart, and I hope that you do the same. I'll always find you, next time around. Have faith. :)
Larry: You have a kind, warm nature. I can't get over it. Even when I am crying to you, you are supportive and genuine. Thank you for being you, and for the wonderful way you treat me.
Neeshia: You are like a sister to me. Thank you for being like a kindred spirit... You are becoming quite a lady, and I hope to always be close to you. Don't let things in life scare you. You are incredibly strong, and capable of overcoming anything. I'll always be here for you. :)
Melissa: You have let me get to know you, and for being an incredible friend and beautiful person. Your heart is amazing to me, please never lose the passion you have for life and love.
Michael: It seems odd not being in constant touch, but I am glad that you are doing well. I will forever cherish those hours on the phone, and my days in New York. You are an incredible person, Mike. Please never forget that I am always here for you, as you were once here for me when I desperately needed you to be. (I don't think I ever really thanked you for being here for that.) You will always be a Knight in Shining Armour to me.
Erik: There is something about you that just makes me want to wrap my arms around you and protect you forever. I am grateful that Rob introduced us... Where would I have been without you? There is the part of me that wishes things worked out differently, but your happiness is primary to me. Give me a hug next time I see you.

This page is lovingly dedicated to Rob, who was taken from this world too soon... I love you Rob, nothing is the same without you. Are you sometimes here with me? I can sometimes sense you... It moves me to tears. "I miss the little things, I miss everything - About you..."