Bryan's Page
"To travel hopefully is a better
thing than to arrive, and the true success is to labour."
As James Stockdale said in his 1992 vice-presidential debate appearance,
"Who am I, and why am I here?" Well, I can't answer for
why (other than citing the fact that my parents met and had
children), but this webpage may offer some idea who I am.
I was born in 1964 in Houston, Texas, where I lived until the age of two,
when my family moved to Oak Ridge, Tennessee. We lived
there from 1966 to 1968, then moved back for one year to
Bryan, Texas. (Yes, just like my name. Both the town and me,
or more precisely, my grandfather Bryan, were named for the 1896 Democratic-Populist
presidential candidate, William Jennings Bryan. He was also
the Democratic nominee in 1900, when he was a great opponent of then-nascent
American imperialism, and again in 1908. My great-grandfather
admired him, as do I to a certain extent. See Michael Kazin's fascinating
book
about him.) In 1969, my family moved to Michigan, where I grew up in East
Lansing (1969-70), Williamston (1970-77), and Okemos
(1977-82), all in the vicinity of the state capital, Lansing.
I also lived for nine months in München (Munich), Germany
(December 1972-August 1973), and spent several other periods as a child
in England, the Netherlands, France, Germany, Switzerland, Austria,
and northern Italy, due mainly due to my Dad's work as a nuclear physicist.
I graduated in 1982 from Okemos
High School in Okemos, Michigan (the same school from which
one of my favorite writers, Susan Jacoby, graduated; see her magnificent
book "Freethinkers,"
a history of secularism in America), and then spent seven
years in California, attending Stanford University and Stanford Law School. (The
picture above is of me rollerblading a few years ago on a return
visit to the Stanford campus.) Since then, I have lived and worked
in Montgomery, Alabama; Lansing, Michigan; Washington, D.C.; Chicago;
and since 1996 in California, teaching at Thomas Jefferson School of Law in San
Diego.
My first book was published in 2003 by ABC-CLIO:
Native American Sovereignty on Trial
(click
here for more information, but please note that Amazon.com
is mistaken in describing me only as the "editor"; the latter half
of the book does consist mostly of cases and other documentary materials
that I edited, but the first half is original text of which I am the
sole author). This book provides a legal and historical overview
and analysis of the relationship between the United States Government,
the 50 state governments, and the hundreds of American Indian Nation ("tribal")
governments.
My second book, Nationalizing
the Bill of Rights: The Rise, Fall, and Rise of the
Fourteenth Amendment Incorporation Doctrine,
remains a longterm project. I have decided to first publish key parts
of it as a series of law review articles. This project, so far, consists
of four major articles, the first three published in the Ohio State
Law Journal in 2000 (available here and here) and 2007 (available
here), and the fourth and latest
forthcoming in the Journal of Contemporary Legal Issues (available
here). All four analyze
aspects of the long historical process, from 1866 to the present
day, by which most liberties guaranteed in the Bill of Rights (ratified
in 1791 and originally applicable only to the U.S. federal government)
have been applied as limitations on state and local governments.
See my Professional Page, vita,
or Social Science Research Network
(SSRN) Author Page, if you're interested in more details about my
education and professional career.
Philosophically, I consider myself a freethinker and a rational skeptic
(see Wikipedia's article on the history of the "Freethought" movement,
and Susan Jacoby's book mentioned above). It thus follows,
by force of logic, that I am an atheist (in the probabilistic
sense discussed by Richard Dawkins in his excellent book "The
God Delusion"). I'm a fan of the Committee for Skeptical Inquiry (formerly
known as CSICOP) and the Skeptics
Society, and, of course, have a strong affinity for
secular humanism. I suppose
I owe my philosophical stance in part to my parents, both
natural scientists who have taught me to respect reason, logic,
and objectively verifiable facts. My Dad is a nuclear physicist
(now Provost of the University
of Texas at Dallas) and my Mom, trained as an ornithologist,
was (until retiring in 2004) a biolab manager at Michigan State University. (See below
for a link with more information about my family.)
Soon after moving to San Diego, I become attached to my local Unitarian Universalist Church, a
diverse community of open-minded people with a deep sense of spirituality,
who also embrace intellectual restlessness and doubt.
There is no contradiction between being a regular church-goer and
a philosophical atheist, at least not at this church! Some of
my fellow "UUers" are theists, some are atheists like me, some are
agnostic, and some embrace other philosophies. The focus of the UU
Church is "deeds, not creeds." We emphasize the importance of loving
community and public service to make this world ("the only one
we can be sure of," as UUs like to say!) a better place. We consider ourselves
to be on an open-minded philosophical and spiritual journey with
a destination that we do not (and may never) know. We love to meet and
welcome new friends, so come by if you are interested.
Politically, I'm a liberal Democrat (with some "classical
liberal" and libertarian tendencies). I remain very proud
to have been an early supporter of Howard Dean for President in
2004.
See my personal essay (with some pictures!)
explaining why. I supported John Kerry for President in
2004 when he became the Democratic nominee, and I also, of course,
supported the election of President
Barack Obama in 2008.
I will always feel a deep sense of disillusionment that so many of my fellow
Americans, in 2004, made such a patently and profoundly unwise and
wrongheaded choice in reelecting the lawless, dishonest, and disastrously
incompetent Bush-Cheney regime. The profound damage to America and
to the honor of our country's name inflicted by those criminals may be
irreparable during my lifetime. As a law professor, I do not use terms
like "lawless" and "criminals" lightly. Brazen, deliberate, and systematic
violations of the Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act of 1978, and the
systematic ordering and condoning of torture, merely head the list. Torture
is a war crime under international law and a felony under U.S. federal law,
and yes, that includes water torture, the practice euphemistically called
"waterboarding," a technique of the Spanish Inquisition which the U.S. had
prosecuted as a war crime for more than a century, including in the Philippines
War of 1899-1906 and in World War II. If anything may undermine my support
for the Democratic Party, it would be the cowardly and shameful failure
of too many Democrats to make any serious effort to hold Bush and Cheney
accountable for their crimes and to decisively repudiate their lawless policies.
We will see how effective President Obama and the Democratic majority in
Congress may (or may not) be in doing so.
As for the disgraceful, militaristic, theocratic, pro-torture freakshow
that so much of the modern Republican Party has become, well, it is
a truly tragic and sickening fate for what was once the greatest political
party in human history, the Grand Old Party of Lincoln, Sumner, Douglass,
and Grant, the party that fought to limit and then abolish slavery,
and then advance equal justice for all Americans, from the 1850s to the
1870s. Is this now the party of Sarah Palin, Mitt Romney, Mike Huckabee,
and their fellow extremist rightwing religious fundamentalists? The mind
reels....
Those of you who voted to reelect the Bush-Cheney regime can't say you
weren't warned in time. See, for example, Al Gore's powerful speech on October
18, 2004. I would also complain about why my fellow Americans
showed the poor judgment not to elect Gore over Bush in 2000,
but wait a second (oh yeah!), Gore did win that election by
more than half a million votes! President Obama's 53% victory margin
in 2008, I am glad to say, exceeds the popular vote of Bush in 2004, Reagan
in 1980, Clinton or Carter in any of their victories, and, indeed, the victory
margin of any Democratic nominee since the year of my birth in 1964 (when
Lyndon Johnson won 61% in his reelection bid).
Some other personal stats about me:
- Ethnicity:
English-German-Scottish-Irish-Hungarian (and 1/64th Cherokee)
- Hair: dark blond
- Eyes: blue-green
- Gender: male
- Orientation: gay
- Relationship status:
married (to a nice doctor named Ashish, every mother's dream!)
- Favorite activities:
spending time with my husband, reading, writing, photography,
travel, watching movies, bicycling, swimming, and working out
(O.K., O.K., the last three should be qualified by "when I have time"!)
Ashish and I found each other in August 2005. He is the
love of my life, a fascinating, brilliant, and adorable
man. Born and raised in Mumbai (Bombay), India, he came to the
U.S. (where he is now a citizen) to pursue a medical career. The California
Supreme Court, in a historic decision on May 15, 2008, upheld equal marriage
rights for gay couples under the California Constitution. Consequently,
Ashish and I were able to get married on July 20, 2008.
We were, of course, deeply disappointed that 52% of our fellow Californians,
misled by well-funded lies and fear-mongering, voted to deny equal marriage
rights to their millions of gay fellow citizens and taxpayers, in the hateful
ballot measure known as Proposition 8, passed by California voters in November
2008. We were also disappointed by the California Supreme Court's decision
upholding Proposition 8 in May 2009, though we were relieved that the Court
confirmed the validity of marriages (such as ours) that occurred before it
passed. We are confident this damnably unjust and spiteful ballot measure
will be reversed in the near future.
What gives some people the idea that their irrational beliefs and superstitions
justify the denial of basic civil rights to their fellow citizens? The legal
recognition of marriages like ours does not detract in any way whatsoever
from anyone else's marriages, religious beliefs and freedoms, or any rightful
claim of any legal right or interest (except, perhaps, some spurious claimed
"right" to somehow gain enjoyment from seeing basic rights denied to their
fellow citizens). Those who oppose equal CIVIL marriage rights on so-called
"religious grounds" are simply seeking to impose their personal religious
beliefs on all other citizens by force of law. That's called "theocracy."
Humanity has been there, tried that. Bad scene. Didn't work. And how would
they like it if the same were done to them? The Christian fundamentalists
who oppose equal marriage rights on religious grounds are no different,
to that extent, from fundamentalist Muslims who seek to impose theocratic
Islamic law on entire societies. They violate the most basic terms of the
social contract underlying our ability as human beings to live together in
peace and tolerance, under civilized, democratic, and constitutional systems
of government. Such people, whatever "faith" they may profess, apparently
do want a theocracy, though of course only one that enforces THEIR particular
religious beliefs, not any competing religious beliefs, since so many religious
beliefs of different groups are mutually inconsistent.
But I digress....
Ashish and I took our honeymoon (why wait for the marriage?) in March
2006, in British Columbia, Canada. That's us in the picture below,
in true colonial fashion, taking high tea at the Empress Hotel in
Victoria, B.C. I sometimes tease Ashish about why India took so much
longer than America to declare independence from the Empire, to which
he retorts that Americans "were not colonized long enough!" Canada has
recognized equal marriage rights for years now. Thank you, Canada!
And thank you to the other jurisdictions, like the Netherlands, Spain,
South Africa, Belgium, Norway, Sweden, Massachusetts, Vermont, New Hampshire,
Maine, Connecticut, and Iowa, which also recognize equal marriage rights.
I'm also a proud uncle of no fewer than
ten nieces and nephews (so far). Not pictured here are my two nephews via
my older sister, a niece and nephew via one of my younger sisters, a nephew
via one of my stepbrothers, two nieces via Ashish's sister, and two nephews
via Ashish's brother. Pictured here (standing in for all of them!) is my
niece via another one of my younger sisters. In the first row, that's
me holding her when she was two months old. In the second and third
rows, when she was going on two years old, that's my brother-in-law holding
her with my Mom on the left, my sister and niece doing the mother-daughter
swingset thing on the right, and in the third row, my niece and sister
looking at me through the window (how very modernistically reflective
and self-referential!).
Here are
a few more
pictures, some information about
my family, and below, some of my favorite
links (also check out my
Professional Page
for some more interesting links, especially law-related):
- PFLAG (Parents, Families, and
Friends of Lesbians and Gays)
- GLSEN (Gay, Lesbian, and Straight
Education Network)
- Tom Homann Law Association (San Diego's
Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender Bar Association)
- San Diego Democratic Club
(San Diego's most effective political club, which also happens to
emphasize issues of concern to the GLBT community)
- Jase Wells and
Michael Pittman (one of the first, and best, personal
webpages of a real-life gay couple, who might have waltzed out
of a Hollywood movie, describing how they met and fell in love;
this inspired and gave me hope when I found it in 1995 soon after coming
out; thank you, Jase and Michael, and thank you to the Internet!)
Remember Matthew Shepard
Some of my personal interests:
- Space Exploration: I'm
a fervent space enthusiast and have no patience for the
shortsighted view that "we first have to solve our problems
here on Earth." Exploring and developing space is an essential
part of solving humanity's problems on Earth. Indeed, if some
of us don't escape the bounds of this planet, the human race may well
be doomed. The visionary physicist Gerard K. O'Neill outlined more
than 30 years ago how near-Earth space could be colonized with technology
already feasibly imaginable then. Recent near-misses by asteroids
capable of causing horrendous destruction to Earth (perhaps
wiping out all human life) demonstrate the urgent need to survey
the Solar System and develop the means to divert such threats.
So how long must we wait to adopt and pursue a clear international
vision for long-term space exploration? Why are we not doing more to
reach out to our existing space partners, Europe and Russia, to the
new space power, China, and to other emerging technological powers,
like India, to collaborate on a bold new international program that
would enhance international peace and understanding? American space
policy has been far too focused on militarizing space for narrow, nationalistic
ends. Follow these links, however, for some information on what NASA is already accomplishing
for less than one percent of the federal budget, including
the Mars exploration projects,
and the thrilling Cassini
Project, which sent an automated probe to orbit Saturn in
2004 and land on its moon Titan in 2005 (see the asteroid link
above for even more important work NASA is doing). I have also
been fascinated since childhood with airplanes, and especially
airships.
One guess as to my
favorite museum!
- As John Steinbeck
once said, "I guess there are never enough books."
(I have a t-shirt with this quotation, from the National Steinbeck Center in Salinas,
California, which I recommend visiting, along with Steinbeck's
nearby historic childhood home, which is now a nonprofit
restaurant that serves exquisite, and remarkably inexpensive,
California home-style cuisine.) I've accumulated several thousand
books (lost count awhile back). Between my passion for fiction
(especially science-fiction), history, and science, and the
demands of my career as a law teacher and scholar, there is a
very long backlog on my "to read" list! If I had to single
out a few of my youthful favorites in the realm of fiction, I would
mention Steinbeck's "East of Eden," William Golding's "Lord of the
Flies," Thomas Hardy's "Tess of the d'Urbervilles" and "Jude the Obscure,"
Herman Wouk's "The Winds of War" and "War and Remembrance," Jules
Verne's "Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Seas" and "The Mysterious
Island," J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Hobbit" and "The Lord of the Rings,"
C.S. Lewis's "The Narnia Chronicles," Frank Herbert's "Dune" (I've
written my own screenplay version of that), Arthur C. Clarke's "Rendezvous
With Rama" and "Imperial Earth," Isaac Asimov's "Foundation" series
(also his robot stories and his many nonfiction books on science, which
fired my imagination at a young age), Larry Niven & Jerry Pournelle's
"The Mote in God's Eye," Ray Bradbury's "Something Wicked This Way Comes,"
Kate Wilhelm's "Where Late the Sweet Birds Sang," J.G. Ballard's "Empire
of the Sun," Jayne Anne Phillips's "Machine Dreams," Kathryn Kramer's
"A Handbook For Visitors From Outer Space" (despite their titles, the
last three are not science-fiction), and a now-little-known classic
of the American West, Robert Lewis Taylor's "The Travels of Jaimie
McPheeters." Some of the best I've had time to read in recent years
include Gore Vidal's "Lincoln," Tobias Wolff's evocative memoir
"This Boy's Life," Laurens van der Post's "A Story Like the Wind"
and "A Far-Off Place" (set in colonial southern Africa), Roger MacBride
Allen's "The Ring of Charon" and "The Shattered Sphere" (first two
installments in a great science-fiction series), Mary Renault's "Fire
From Heaven" (a fictionalized account of the boyhood of Alexander
the Great), Paul Russell's "Sea of Tranquillity," John Fox's "The Boys
on the Rock," and Patricia
Nell Warren's "The Front Runner" (the legendary 1974 classic of
gay romance, as compelling as ever more than a generation later), its
excellent sequels, "Harlan's Race" and "Billy's Boy," and her magnificent
latest novel, "The Wild Man." Visit the website of Patricia's independent
publishing house, Wildcat
Press. And read about the long-planned movie version of "The Front
Runner." I've read the screenplay, and if it ever gets
made, it will be sensational!
- Poetry: Emily Dickinson,
W.B. Yeats,
and Shakespeare
have long been favorites of mine, and there's always the incomparable
Walt Whitman (see Gary
Schmidgall's magnificent biography, "Walt
Whitman: A Gay Life," and his definitive, unexpurgated
collection
of Whitman's poetry). When it comes to "Shakespeare," by
the way, I am an "Oxfordian." That is, I am persuaded that the weight
of the currently available evidence supports the view that the man
who wrote the works attributed to "William Shakespeare" of Stratford-upon-Avon
was actually Edward de Vere, the 17th Earl of Oxford. See the Shakespeare Oxford Society
for more fascinating discussion of that historical mystery.
- Movies: I own a pretty
large video and DVD collection and go out to movies a
lot. I think my all-time favorite is "Lawrence of Arabia"
(1962), though the eternal 13-year-old in me would insist on
"Star Wars" (1977). Some of the others on my "favorite" list (in
chronological order): "Wings" (1927), "The Treasure of the Sierra
Madre" (1948), "Intruder in the Dust" (1949), "The Day the Earth
Stood Still" (1951), "Viva Zapata!" (1952), "The War of the Worlds"
(1953), "East of Eden" (1955), "Forbidden Planet" (1956), "To Kill
a Mockingbird" (1962), "The Graduate" (1967), "Romeo and Juliet"
(1968), "2001: A Space Odyssey" (1968), "The Last Picture Show" (1971),
"The Dove" (1974), "A Little Romance" (1979), "Alien" (1979), "The
Great Santini" (1979), "Breaking Away" (1979), "The Empire Strikes Back"
(1980), "Ordinary People" (1980), "Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan"
(1982), "E.T." (1982), "Gandhi" (1982), "The Terminator" (1984), "2010"
(1984), "Aliens" (1986), "Stand By Me" (1986), "Parting Glances" (1986),
"Empire of the Sun" (1987), "Maurice" (1987), "Welcome Home, Roxy Carmichael"
(1990), "My Own Private Idaho" (1991), "Howards End" (1992), "A Midnight
Clear" (1992), "The Living End" (1992), "The Wedding Banquet" (1993), "Map
of the Human Heart" (1993), "Before Sunrise" (1995) and its equally fantastic
sequel "Before Sunset" (2004), "Lone Star" (1996), "Beautiful Thing" (1996),
"Lilies" (1996), "Don't Tell Anyone" (Spanish title: "No se lo digas a nadie")
(1998), "The Talented Mr. Ripley" (1999), "Urbania" (2000), "Crouching Tiger,
Hidden Dragon" (2000), "Come Undone" (French title: "Presque rien") (2000),
"Our Lady of the Assassins" (2000), "Hedwig and the Angry Inch" (2001),
"The Lord of the Rings" cycle (2001-03), "Cold Mountain" (2003), "Brokeback
Mountain" (2005), "The Namesake" (2006), and "Slumdog Millionaire" (2008).
Eclectic enough? Surely I'm one of the few moviegoers in America equally
enthusiastic about "Terminator 2: Judgment Day" (1991) and "Little Women"
(1994)! And under Ashish's influence, I'm now branching out into Indian
cinema, including films by Shyam Benegal such as "Mandi" (1983), by Deepa
Mehta such as "Water"
(2005), and even old "Bollywood" favorites like "Sholay" (1975)!
- TV: I don't have much
time to watch these days, but I think four of the best
things ever made for TV or film are the TV miniseries "East of
Eden" (1981) (based on the John Steinbeck novel, and actually
better than the 1955 movie with James Dean), "The Jewel in the Crown"
(1984) (based on the "Raj Quartet" by Paul Scott), "Lonesome Dove"
(1989) (based on the Larry McMurtry novel), and the original
"Tales of the City" (1994) (based on Armistead Maupin's classic
stories about San Francisco in the 1970s). Ashish and I are enthusiastic
fans of the re-imagined 2005-09 version of "Battlestar Galactica," which
I think is perhaps the most socially and philosophically thoughtful work
of film or TV art in decades.
- Theatre: I like live
theatre, but don't get out to see it as often as I'd
like. I love most Shakespeare (especially "Twelfth Night"!),
and some contemporary stuff (for example, D.M.W. Greer's "Burning
Blue," a drama dealing with the military gay ban). And I'm
exploring operas and musicals more. I enjoyed the modern opera "Ainadamar,"
about the gay Spanish poet Federico Garcia Lorca (performed at Santa
Fe in 2005). And Ashish and I loved the rock musical "Spring Awakening,"
which we saw in the summer of 2006 before it went on Broadway.
- Music: I'm pretty eclectic
here too. I've loved "classical" music (Bach to Shostakovich)
since high school, especially Dvorak
(whose Cello Concerto is one of the most sublime compositions ever written)
and Beethoven (whose Ninth Symphony is, standing alone, a
fully sufficient justification for the existence of human
intelligence). In recent years, I've also gotten into various
kinds of classic and offbeat rock, folk, and pop. Some of my
favorites include Robbie Robertson and the Red Road Ensemble,
U2, Bruce Springsteen, Melissa Etheridge, Joni Mitchell, Foo Fighters,
Crowded House, and the Goo Goo Dolls. I'm also exploring jazz and
blues, and country is O.K. sometimes (Patsy Cline is great!).
- My Diva: Step aside,
Judy. While I will always be a proud friend of Dorothy, my lesbian
rock-and-roll goddess is Melissa Etheridge!
But divas don't just sing. Melissa's kick-ass equivalent in the world
of classical instrumental music is the late, great cellist
Jacqueline Du Pre.
You haven't heard passion till you've heard her version of the
Elgar Cello Concerto. (Oh, and I do love Judy Garland, too.)
Following are the lyrics of
a Melissa Etheridge song that express a lot of what I
believe (she wrote it, I think, to one of her young children,
and I think I'll pass it along to my nieces and nephews as they
become old enough; I rediscovered it while listening again to Melissa's
album "Breakdown," which may be her best):
I hear your questions, I see your face
Your life before you is full
of grace.
What can I tell you, to let
you know
Your angel's eyes will watch
you grow.
Come listen close and I'll try
to let you know.
It's all I know.
There is no magic, there are
no secrets,
We all begin this race at the
start.
But I have come this far with
a truth of the heart:
Deep down inside I think we're
all the same.
Try not to judge someone, and
never shame.
I do believe that people are
good.
They just want hope and respect,
And to be understood.
Sometimes it's hard, sometimes
it's strange,
But the truth of the heart is
people can change.
Yes, there is danger, and there
are shadows,
And there is fear inside the
dark.
It has powered countries and
borne religion.
Fear can never rule the heart.
Melissa Etheridge, "Truth of the Heart," in "Breakdown" (copyright
1999 by The Island Def Jam Music Group; all rights
reserved; this is a fair-use noncommercial quotation)
And in closing, one of my favorite
poems:
Yo no soy yo.
Soy este
Que va a mi lado sin yo verlo;
Que, a veces, voy a ver
Y que, a veces, olvido.
El que calla, sereno, cuando
hablo,
El que perdona, dulce, cuando
odio,
El que pasea por donde no estoy,
El que quedera en pie cuando
yo muero.
[I am not I.
I am this one
Who goes by my side without
my seeing him;
Whom, at times, I go to see
And whom, at times, I forget.
He who is silent, serene, when
I speak,
He who pardons, sweetly, when
I resent,
He who passes through places
I am not,
He who will remain standing
when I die.]
Juan Ramon Jimenez (English
translation copyright by Joel B. Reed; all rights reserved;
used by permission)
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