TRUST.
An essay for ALL to read.

You know what I hate?!? People that lie. Especially people you trusted with all your heart. I trusted someone very recently, and I believed her when she said that she was "breaking up" with me out of a spur of the moment thought. The next day I was to find out that she called my best friend and told him that she was to dump me at a later time and date; if not the night it happened, then the day after...whenever she saw me next. I convict her of a most haneous crime, that of pre-meditated murder. She finished me off with her words of doom. I was so into my own pride that I had no idea of these actions taking place. I thought everything was just fine, until, BAM, she just let it all go on me. She tried to work it in subtly; at first hinting that it would end, then actually giving her game up by saying that it had ended. Honestly, that did me in, I broke into tears...the first time a girl ever made me cry ( kudos to her ). I'm not afraid or embarrassed to admit this because it is the truth and that is all I can deliver. ( But back to my essay... ) It wasn't the first time I had thought everything was great and I had been dumped. No, not at all. Actually it usually happened that way. But like I said, I was fooled by my own pride, I had thought that this relationship was perfect...from the first day we started going out, to this day, I think it over and over. Not only do I think that it was perfect, but I think, "What did I do to fuck things up, what did I do that was so horrible that she doesn't want me anymore?" She said, "I'm being unfair to you because I won't be able to see you all the time." You know what I think?!!?!!? I think that the most unfair thing she did was just end it on a thought. I think she should have tried to let it work. She should have given it a "probation period" or something to see how it worked out. THE ONLY THING THAT SHE EVER DID THAT WAS UNFAIR WAS TO END IT RIGHT THEN. It is unfair to not let me hold her whenever I see her, it's unfair that I can't talk of her ( let alone be near her ) without tearing up. It's unfair that every time I look at her I know that I love her, and she doesn't love me. It's unfair that every time I'm with someone we're both friends with I have to relive that night, that I have to relive the worst beginning to a summer I've ever had. She was so wrong about unfairness. You know, sometimes things happen for the better, but not this. It had only one place to go...up. We could have gone on to have better memories than this. I guess what I'm saying is; that in my sorrow, I have realized that the only time you feel pain is when something you care about ends. Wether it be your fault or not, living, in-animate or emotion, all will bring pain. Trust only those who you know better. NOT those who you think you know best. YOUR TRUST IS THE MOST SACRED THING THAT ANYONE CAN EVER OWN, BE WISE WHO YOU LEND IT TO.

Now, to the person who this essay was inspired by...
I trust you with all my heart, do you trust me?