Disclaimers: I don't own these characters as much I would like to. But I
don't. I'm just borrowing someone else's characters for a little bit. (Joss(is GOD)) They are
so wonderful I just had to play with them a bit. I am using them without permission. I am
just a simple, harmless (i.e. broke) fan . In no way shape or form am I affiliated with FOX,
the WB, Mutant Enemy Inc.(Grrrr Arrrggggh), Kuzui Enterprises, Sandollar Television,
and/or Joss(is GOD) Whedon or any of the other lucky bastards who own different chunks
of 'Angel' and 'BtVS'
Song lyrics are by Macy Gray. "I Try"
This story is for entertainment only. Read at your own risk. Please keep hands and feet
inside the vehicle at all
times.
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"Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But we're not"
I had known this day would come. I have dreaded it, longed for it, dreamed about it. The day when I would stand before my enemy, my lover, without disguises or masks and gaze upon his true face. As I look upon his face, I know I am looking into the eyes of Death himself and that Death has found me worthy. That was why I hadn't killed him every time I had, had the chance. That was what our game had been about all this time, was I worthy of Death? Was I worthy of him? As I lowered my stake and opened my arms to him, we both know I was. Fate did bring us together, and we do belong together. For so long I have fought to keep us apart. But no longer will I fight.
I am his.
"Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny"
So long, so hard I have fought my feelings for him. For years I have been at war with myself, a battle raging between my emotions. A battle long fought between love and hate. Pain, tears, and loathing battled against lust, need, and longing. For so long I have fought, to what end? To this end, the end when I finally face the fact I belong to him.
I am his.
It's true I can't deny it any longer. He is in my soul, my mind, and my heart.
I am his.
"I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try and hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near"
Slowly he takes my stake from me and sets it on the table next to us. Raising his now empty hand to my face he caresses my cheek as he whispers one word "Mine."
Tears fill my eyes as I nod and step into his open arms. As he wraps his arms around me and presses me close I sigh. In his arms I feel safe, I feel loved, I am finally where I belong.
I am his.
And he is mine.
Raising my head to look into his eyes I whisper "Yours" as I pull his head down to mine. Claiming his lips as he has claimed my soul. With fire and passion I kiss him deeper, harder then we have ever kissed before. Our tongues mating wild, with barely controlled lust I push him backwards towards the bed. As the back of his knees hit the edge of it, I break our kiss to push him down on the bed. As I stand over him breathing heavily, I could feel myself growing wetter for him as each moment passes.
As I look down at him I know that I don't want, don't need ... foreplay. I just want him, inside me, deep, tight, hot, pounding inside me till I scream his name. Without a word I quickly shed my top and jeans. Reaching down I quickly undo his pants, releasing his erection to my waiting hands. Straddling him I guide him to my wet center and slowly I lower myself onto him. A moan escapes his mouth as he slides into me. As he fills me completely I can feel my muscles quivering around him, nerve endings sizzling as I feel my orgasm already building, ready to explode. His hands grab my hips, holding me still. Leaning my head down I slowly lick his neck and chest, as I tongue one of his nipples
I whisper "Now ... Spike ... fuck me now." as the words leave my mouth, I bite his nipple. I smile as I feel him buck in me at the sensation it causes. I do it again and this time his bucking sets off my building orgasm. It washes though my body as I go ridge, my inner muscles tightening and flexing around him. His hands tighten, his fingers digging into my skin as he thrust himself deeper into me. Harder and harder he thrusts, deeper and deeper into me. My orgasm building and crashing over him again and again. Faster and harder he makes me comes again and again, as I scream and moan his name over and over again.
Suddenly his fingers tighten more, his nails digging into the soft flesh of my hips, holding me still against him once more. I feel his pulse inside of me throbbing beating hard as he pumps into me. I can feel him swell even more as my muscles grip him tighter and tighter. I barely hear myself as I let out a low keening noise as I feel him coming inside of me. He arches his back, his eyes shut tight as he growls out my name.
I collapse against him as his arms wrap around me, holding me close to him. He kisses my brow, my eyes, my lips and looks into my eyes. I see the look of love for me there and I am complete.
I am his.
~*~ The End ~*~