Confessions of a Giggling Drama Queen...

   It has been a long past few days! I am still in shock about Mr. Oscar! I lounged in the pool today for a few hours, it was nice, but we had a heat advisory today! When I came in I check the temp and it was 101 with a heat index of 108!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW! Talk about hell on earth!
   I am out of words...hmmmmm..me at a loss of things to say...What is this?!?!?!?!? Wow! I guess I'll go to bed, but first boys and girls let's have a little definition lesson!

   We just got home from Mr. Oscar's wake. It still does not seem real that he is gone, it is not right, it is not fair! My heart is so broken! Tomorrow is going to be so hard. I feel like I am out of tears!

Oscar Sam "Big Oz" Wilson Sr.
Oscar Sam "Big Oz" A resident of Walker, he died at 7 a.m. Wednesday, July 20, 2005, at his home. He was 65 and a native of Waterproof. Visitation was at Seale Funeral Home, Denham Springs, on Thursday, July 21, from 5 p.m. to 9 p.m. Visiting continues on Friday, July 22, from 11 a.m. until religious service at 2 p.m., conducted by Leroy Dupree. Burial in Evergreen Memorial Park, Denham Springs. He is survived by his wife, Paula Kent Wilson of Walker; daughter, Wendy Wilson; sons and daughters-in-law, Oscar "Cooter" Jr. and Rhonda Wilson, and Chris and Vickie Wilson; sisters, Annie May Merritt and Edith Trevillion; brother, Herbert Wilson; and grandchildren, Brooks, Braeden, Jaden, Christopher, Trace and Travis Wilson and Matt, Cory and Tyler Gordon. He was preceded in death by his parents, William Luther and Alberta Wilson; son, Billy Wilson; and brothers, Tommy, Grady and Bill Wilson.

   Last night Lovie and I went out to Mr. Oscar's to bring some munchies and visit with him. The family was going to have him a party for his birthday but they canceled it. He is not doing well at all. I was so glad it was cancel, he is in no shape for it, he need his family around not a bunch of outsiders.We went back to visit with him for awhile, but I am not sure if he knew who we were. He looked at us, but I could not tell. Chris and I hugged and kissed him. This is the hardest thing, I do not know how my Uncle went through this for 2 and 1/2 years! My heart is so broken! To see him laying there without a smile on his face is so sad. I have never seen him without a smile or cracking some wise crack!
   To see a man that I have looked at all my life as big and strong and can handle just about anything and fix anything so frail and weak is not fair! My heart hurts so bad.

   So much for lounging in the pool today! It is raining! poo-y! I REALLY need some sun, I have been using self tanners, but if you go without doing it for about two to three days it goes away! So I am kinda white! I need COLOR!!!!
   I really wish there was a cure for diarrhea of the mouth! Some people just do not have ANY respect for others and say what ever trash they want! Self control is what they need, it must be sad to be that miserable to try to make everyone else feel the same way. I really hate stupid people!

   I am so angry about my brother-in-laws Dad! It is NOT FAIR!!! He still has lots of years he needs to live! I have always looked at Mr. Oscar like my Dad, strong and can handle anything. To see him weak and frail is so hard! To see him in pain is worse! And to see my brother-in-law with a broken heart is is gut wrenching! I do not know how much more I can take of this, first my Aunt, then my friends mother, now this! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! I am SO ANGRY!
   My sister-in-law was Mr. Oscar's nurse today, that was very hard on her. She discharged him this morning. She had a rough time doing her job! Monday is his birthday, they are having a get together for him, that is going to be tough to go to, but we are going!
   My Daddy is back in his condo and working with getting the beach back in order. I wish he would come home, he doesn't need to live his golden years working! He and Moma both worked their fingers to the bones, it is their time to sit back and enjoy life now!
   My puppy kids are snuggled up next to me sleeping, it is past their bed time! It has been a long hot day! I hope to get in the pool tomorrow and relax! Have a good rest of your night!

We got very sad news yesterday afternoon! My brother-in-law's Dad has cancer, they have given him 6 months to a year to live, and there is nothing they can do for him! they even refused kemo for him! I can not imagine what my brother-in-law is going through! My heart goes out to all of them! It is heart breaking to talk about.

   I went to the doctor this afternoon, he ran some blood test and will call me tomorrow with the results. He thinks it could be Mono or my thyroids!?!?!?! I am just ready to find out what is wrong with me and feel better! We did ask if I can swim and he said YES!!!

   Lovie cooked me creasant dogs for dinner! VERRA YUM-Y! he is grilling him some ribs. He was going to get in the pool while they cook, but he forgot that Big Brother comes on tonight, so he is inside on his computer and cooking his ribs on the grill.
   My Daddy has to go back to Destin in the morning. I am not sure where he will be staying, I forgot to ask... I just hope he does not stay down there too much longer, he needs to be home with us. He did say that they will probably be working seven days a week now! They will have to do all the sand again, and dig it out of the hotels again! Will the madness every end? Nope, there are four storms out there right now! FOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is like they are lining up like lil school kids!
   Lovie and I are still planing our September trip! We have decided not to go to Mexico for now. We want to take our puppy kids with us! So we are prolly going to Florida for a week. I am sooo excited about getting on the beach!!! I hope that Taylor and Mikayla will get to go with us. Taylor will be back in school, so we have to talk to his parents about it, and we will need to take Momma with us to help with Mikayla!! ~*giggle*~ Well it is almost TV time, have a giggly night!

   Dennis the Menace did not come our way...but...poor Florida!!!! My Daddy has been in Destin since right after Ivan hit last year on a clean up crew, he was evacuated Thursday afternoon, they wanted him to go one hour inland, he told them NO and came home! He told them he needed to be home in case his family had to evacuate! I was glad he came home! Destin took a hard hit! Can you believe there in yet ANOTHER storm out there!?!?!?! Tropical Storm 5! I really hope it dies down and goes away!
   I have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 3pm. My neck still hurts to the touch and my tonsil is still enlarged. I am fatigued BaaaaaaD! And my back hurts! I think I might have mono!!! I had it when I was 16 (from drinking out of a water fountain! not kissie poo) I am feeling the same way I was then, I had it for 6wks and did not know it, Momma thought I was staying up too late and that is why I was sleeping all the time. When it started getting really bad she took me to the doctor and found the MONO! Wish me luck, I will just be glad when I ma feeling better!
   Ohhhhhh Big Brother live feed is good! I know two sets of folks that have a secret person in the game with them! hahahhahahaha I can not wait for it to come back on tomorrow night!!!

   Big Brother 6 starts at 7pm!!! YAHOOOO!!!!! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Big Brother! Lovie and I have watched it every year since the start and we also watch the live feed!!!!!! ~*giggle*~ I did notice on the CBS webpage the guest list is ALL young folks, no old ones, strange ones, or plump ones!! WHAT is up with that?!?!?!?!?!?
   We have Dennis the Menace close to the GoM!!! He is predicted not to hit close to us, so hopefully we will not have much from him! And prayer that he doesn't make a sudden turn for us!




   Well I am going to eat and count the minute! Have a giggly night I might have to post after BB6!!! ~*giggle*~

   Late Happy 4th! We had a busy hot wkend at the campground. We went out on Friday, went to dinner that night with the family then all went to bed early. Saturday we stayed busy most of the day with taking pics. Sunday was the same...busy, busy... They had a Mr & Ms "confused" contest...well...I dressed like my brother-in-law and won 2nd place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lookie!!!



   I had too much fun being "Cooter"! Everyone was laughing their heads off!!! They all said I should have won 1st place, but oh well I had a ball !!!!!
   I went to the doctor Thursday with my throat hurting, not hurt when I swallow hurt, but verra tender on the outside to touch my neck area. My doctor gave me some MEGA antibiotics and told me I was lop sided in there!!! I have to go back if it does not get better. My tonsil is still big, so I guess I will be going back in, but he is laying on the beach in Destin for the week!!! I WANNA LAY ON THE BEACH!!!!! SOON, I see the beach in my near future!!!!!
   My brother-in-laws Dad is going to have a scoop done in the morning, his doctor thinks he has cancer. They found a tumor on his liver and a spot on his pancreas, his tummy is inlarged from th eliver being inlarged. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. I pray it i snot cancer! That family has been through enough!
   Lovie and I played duck and hide in Wal Mart this afternoon!!! ~*giggle*~ We did not want to "visit" with a certain someone! Well I am off to bed to watch my nighly shows...Have a giggly night on your end!

P.S. is this not the cutest bathing beauty you have ever seen?!?!?!?! I think yes!





P.S.S. Tropical Storm Cindy did not affect our area!!! Yahoo!!! Now Dennis on the other hand we are watching him! Goodnight!