April 18, 1955

 

I was not quite ten.  My mother

took me to an allergy doctor

whose office was three rooms

behind glass and oak partitions

in the Jenkins Arcade.  The doctor

scratched my skin with needles

and watched the lines redden

and swell.  He told my mother

I should sleep with my bedroom

windows closed.  After the appointment

we entered the elevator

with its brass scissors-grill gate

and rode down

past the mezzanine with its wrought-iron railing

to the long narrow lobby on the ground floor

and as we passed a newsstand

while I was still studying

the intricate black and white mosaics

under my feet

my mother said in a loud sad voice

“The smartest man in the world

just died.”  I glanced up

at the stack of The Pittsburgh Press

and my mother handed an old man a dime

even though we’d get the paper at home.  We walked out

through revolving doors and across the street to Horne’s.

We looked at the summer fashions in the windows

and waited for the bus.  All the way home along

West Liberty Avenue I watched

people going in and out of shops

and stared at the wild-haired man

on the front page.

“He was Jewish,” my mother said.

 

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