“There
was never a time when the world began, because it goes round and round
like a circle, and there is no place on a circle where it begins. Look
at my watch, which tells the time; it goes round, and so the world repeats
itself again and again. But just as the hour-hand of the watch goes up
to twelve and down to six, so, too, there is day and night, waking and
sleeping, living and dying, summer and winter. You can’t have any one of
these without the other, because you wouldn’t be able to know what black
is without white, or white unless side-by-side with black.
“In the same way,
there are times when the world is, and times when it isn’t, for if the
world went on and on without rest for ever and ever, it would get horribly
tired of itself. It comes and it goes. Now you see it; now you don’t. So
because it doesn’t get tired of itself, it always comes back again after
it disappears. It’s like your breath: it goes in and out, in and out, and
if you try to hold it in all the time you feel terrible. It’s also like
the game of hide-and-seek, because it’s always fun to find new ways of
hiding, and to seek for someone who doesn’t always hide in the same place.
“God also likes
to play hide-and-seek, but because there is nothing outside of God, he
has no one but himself to play with. But he gets over this difficulty by
pretending that he is not himself. This is his way of hiding from himself.
He pretends that he is you and I and all the people in the world, all the
animals, all the plants, all the rocks, and all the stars. In this way
he has strange and wonderful adventures, some of which are terrible and
frightening. But these are just like bad dreams, for when he wakes up they
will disappear.
“Now when God plays
hide and pretends that he is you and I, he does it so well that it takes
him a long time to remember where and how he hid himself. But that’s the
whole fun of it -- just what he wanted to do. He doesn’t want to find himself
too quickly, for that would spoil the game. That is why it is so difficult
for you and me to find out that we are God in disguise, pretending not
to be himself. But when the game has gone on long enough, all of us will
wake up, stop pretending, and remember that we are all one single Self
-- the God who is all that there is and who lives for ever and ever.
“Of course you
must remember that God isn’t shaped like a person. People have skins and
there is always something outside our skins. If there weren’t, we wouldn’t
know the difference between what is inside and outside our bodies. But
God has no skin and no shape because there isn’t any outside to him. The
inside and outside of God are the same. And though I have been talking
about God as ‘he’ and not ‘she,’ God isn’t a man or a woman. I didn’t say
‘it’ because we usually say ‘it’ for things that aren’t alive.
“God is the Self
of the world, but you can’t see God for the same reason that, without a
mirror, you can’t see your own eyes, and you certainly can’t bite your
own teeth or look inside your head. Your self is that cleverly hidden because
it is God hiding.
“You may ask why
God sometimes hides in the form of horrible people, or pretends to be people
who suffer great disease and pain. Remember, first, that he isn’t really
doing this to anyone but himself. Remember, too, that in almost all the
stories you enjoy there have to be bad people as well as good people, for
the thrill of the tale is to find out how the good people will get the
better of the bad. It’s the same as when we play cards. At the beginning
of the game we shuffle them all into a mess, which is like the bad things
in the world, but the point of the game is to put the mess into good order,
and the one who does it best is the winner. Then we shuffle the cards once
more and play again, and so it goes with the world.”