I THOUGHT THAT U WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY
I THOUGHT U WERE THE NICEST GUY ID EVER HAD
I THOUGHT UR KISSES MENT AS MUCH AS THEY MENT TO ME
I THOUGHT WE'D BE TOGETHER FOREVER
I THOUGHT WE'D ALWAYS LOVE EACH OTHER
I THOUGHT EVERYTHING U SAID WAS TRUE
I THOUGHT U THOUGHT OF ME AS MUCH AS I THOUGHT OF U
I THOUGHT U TALKED ABOUT ME THE WAY I TALKED ABOUT U
I THOUGHT U SMILED WHEN U THOUGHT OF ME
I THOUGHT UD ALWAYS BE FAITHFULL, LIKE U PROMISED
I THOUGHT UD NEVER FORGET WHAT WE LIVED
I THOGUHT UD NEVER SAY U WANTED TO FORGET ME
I THOUGHT U LOVED THE WAY I WROTE U POEMS
I THOUGHT U HATED GUYS WHO WOULD CHEET ON THEIR BOYS
I THOUGHT U ALWAYS MENT WHAT U PROMISED
I THOUGHT I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT U
THEN I THOUGHT WHY DID I THINK ALL THIS STUFF?
IF UR A STUPID ASSHOLE WHO PLAYED WITH MY HEART
IF UR A STUPID LIAR WHO CRUSHED MY FEELINGS
IF UR A STUPID PLAYER WHO HAD 3 BOYs

IF UR A JERK THAT I MENT NOTHING TO
SO WHAT I THINK NOW IS
I HOPE U BURN IN HELL...U JERK

Look what YOU have done..

I blame you because your the one to blame
I have never felt so ashamed
I have lost my self in every essence of the word
Look what YOU have done...
I am only at peace when your gone away
Only then can I feel safe in what I want to say
You have made me look at life so bitterly
Look what YOU have done...
Your self centered and careless
Especially with my heart
Once something whole and beautiful but you've torn it apart
Look what YOU have done...
I plan my escape each and every day
I wish that you would just go away
Look what YOU have done.

Don't, just fuck off

Don't ask for my trust,
i'll take you out with only one trust.
Don't sit and pretend to cry,
screw you and all your lies.
Don't ask for any help,
I feel like choking you with my belt.
Don't try threatening me with law,
I already feel like breaking your fucking jaw.
Don't give me a "forgive me" gift,
the only thing you will get back is a fist.
Don't try to buy me off,
you already got me so pissed off.
Don't think I hate you,
you know damn well that I do.
Don't try to screw with my head,
if it was my choice you would be dead.
Don't play with my fire,
it will only raise this wall up higher.
Don't say that your addicted,
you fucked me up so just admit it.
Don't ever say your my dad,
the only feelings you gave me were bad.

Now Your With Him

I loved you so much.
You told me and my family we would marry.
I stuck by you through all your shit.
I called my best friend when you hurt me.
He said you we're an ass.
You we're my first and I was yours.
Now your FUCKING with him.
My best friend.
The one friend I counted on.
Both of you together having such a good time.
Knowing it's wrong.
You both are weak and sad.
I know your only with him for his slutie, dirty sex and it may be exciteing right now but
I know him so well and he will get tired of you.
And now Im here with out my best friend because I can't face him betrayal to me and still smile at him.
And without you.
You gave me so much love and I counted on it.
Then you took it away.
Both of you did.
I hope and pray you both feel this pain and betrayal and loss I will have to live with everyday.
You fucking assholes.

Can you see the tears I cry

Wanting you I wonder why
Leave me in the day to cry Hang me in the night to die
I thought that you were from the sky
Now I relize that was a lie
Why do I have bad luck
Why do I knot give a fuck
Tell me baby do you care
Wish you did I kno its not fair
If you ever had the chance
Would you love me or take a glance
Do you ever wonder why
I always run away and cry
Let me tell you you’re the one
I hate you so much!!!!
How could you mess with my head...
I really wish you were dead!!!
You told me you loved me
And that i was your life...
Now you changed and made me cry..
I saw you on saturday...
Then you didnt't talk to me for days!!
It's a good thing i didn't do anything with you anymore
Because it would've been a waste!!!
Now that we are over
There's on thing i need to do....
I need to say FU** YOU!!!!!
 

My pink hair is twisted By Twitch
My dark eyes are bleeding
My clothing is torn
Im not even breathing.
My white gloves are bloody
My teeth are getting sharp
My boyfriend was cheating
So I stabbed him in the heart
My Morbid wings are jagged
My heart is very frail
My fingernails –claws
It was raining but now its just hail
My teeth are all knotted
My porcelain skin is shattered
You broke me in too.
Its not like I mattered
My necklace is a choker
My bracelet is a killer
My make up is dark
But my life is a thriller
My fishnets are shredded
My eyelashes are blue
Im feeling very angry
And I want to kill you
 

An word to the wise
This is a simple poem to warn you of a mans scorn
the things you did were sick and bold
So prepare yourself for a fags scold
There aint no way you can get past me
i acted blind but believe i can see
All the shit you put me through
It's all coming right back to you
You walked away and left me there
Cold and shaking and oh so scared
Of what my friends would think of me
when i told them of my love
You beat me with your words and then lied to
my our friends pretended not to hear the shots
They didn't hear my screams at night
when you'd come home  and want to fight
my heart was broken my eyes were red
I felt like a slave with whips on my back
I endured pain no one could measure
While inside my body there grew a treasure
And in you swooped with hands of furry
I was to afraid to stand before a jury
To say it was you that killed my seed
You that made my heart bleed
You that strung me up that night
And locked me away till i gave up the fight
See it was so carzy but oh so true
That i was still in love with you
You came back home from over seas
And told me you loved and miss'd me
I looked at you and couldn't take it no more
I ran to my closet door
I came back to you with a loaded glock
You looked at me a heard my gun cock
I said to you i ain't god but i'll pretend
I AIN'T START YOUR LIFE BUT BELIEVE IM BOUT TO BRING IT TO A END
You have put your hands on me for the very last time
You better say your prayers cause this is the end of the line
I pulled the trigger twice and once more for good measure
The splatter of your blood gave me unimaginable pleasure
I dialed 911 and the cops came running
what they found when they got there was sickening and stunning
They couldn't believe a woman did what they saw
So they all stood there in silence and in awe
They took me away and i went willingly
The judge was a woman and she didn't convict me
But now i feel death was too good for him
I should have let him live and beat him with limb
The same limb he made me tear from a tree
but before the limb wasn't for him but for me
so fellas out there here's a word to the wise
If you hurt a woman it will be your own demise

This my be just a dream/feelings but what do I have left?
 

You told me how you felt,
The things you said made my heart melt.
You expect me to go back with you, when I thought
Things were through.
I trusted you before but I don't know about that anymore,
because it's my feelings that you ignored.
You say, you want to work things out, but where were you before
When my fears ran about?
Now you expect me to open up the doors again
Just like how we began.
My heart was in your hands,
And you left me there to stand.
Your lies justify your weak state of mind,
While I sat there and just cried.
You were to blind to see all my pain,
cause you only wanted to gain.
But you see I had trusted you once before,
Now you expect me to trust you some more?
You said it was special and that it was meant to be,
But all I see is your jealousy.
Just when I thought things were going great
Now you want to call this fate?
But it's sad to say that you're too late.

You show your true intelligence,
Your personality is as picket as a fence
Your nothing but a chump
You ought to feel as dirty as a dumb
I thought you were my lover, my friend
But to our relationship this is the end
You hurt our relationship
And made me feel hardship
You messed up my world
But later when I thought of you, I hurled
Your head is twisted
Maybe I will help your suicide be assisted
I may be just venting
But this is holding me back and preventing
Incase you didn't know
I'm saying, you need to pack your shit and go

I hate the way you look at me.
I hate the way you stare.
I hate it when you see me and pretend that im not there.
I hate the way you broke my heart so many months ago.
I hate the way how hard i try i can never let you go.
I hate the way i walk by you and smell your sweet calgon.
I hate to see you w/ her it makes me feel so alone.
I hate it that you dont talk to me it breaks my heart inside.
I hate knowin' that ur not there by my lonesome side.
I hate the way you walk and talk even the way you stand.
I hate the way you always seem to never give a damn.
I hate the way you blurt out your stupid ramdon words.
I hate the way you led me down this really bumby road.
I hate the way your never around when i need you most.
I hate the way you never call even if you boast.
I hate the way u make me cry at night all alone.
I hate the way you make me feel this pain i have to deal.
I hate the way i want to kill you and seal my flooded veins.
I hate the way u'll wont be there to pick me up when i fall in the rain.
I hate the way you laugh at me about the pain i feel inside. Most of all i hate the way i cant stop loving you not even for one day
 

Your ugly face,
your hateful words,
your puny brain,
your depressive life.
You're everything but good and nice

Hate

Does hate drain the life out of you?
Does it just make you feel
like your sinking down
a long drain?
Does it feel
that it's sucking the
life out of you?
And your sinking down
into darkness and pain?

Someday
I know there will come a day,
when we're older.
And we'll meet again,
at a reunion,
or a wedding.
And you'll smile and say something nice,
like "you look great",
or "I heard about the baby".
And I'll smile, and say something like,
"I hope you burn in hell.
Asshole"

Hatred

Hatred is formed from love
Love that was never from above
Hatred is formed from a tear in your heart
Two pieces of love blown apart
Though the wound of hatred rarely heals
The puncture it has made has tried to conceal
Hatred will try to love once more
But with your heart you know its torn
So when you think that hatred is of care
You should think of that tiny tear.