Marie could
hear sporadic gunfire sputtering in the distance behind her. Fear lent
her speed as she plunged down the empty passageway, lit only by
moonlight through curtained windows, and past unused furniture and
gilded mirrors festooned with dusty silk draperies. It was difficult to
run in her voluminous court gown and her high-heeled slippers
fashionably too small for her feet. She was only the keeper of
perfumes, a mere servant--not an aristocrat. But the street scum--they
called themselves the Paris Commune--would see the yards of pale blue
silk in her gown and the rope of pearls at her throat, and they would
not ask for her lineage. She knew this because she had once been one of
them--and soon would be again, if she survived this night--if the Swiss
Guards could keep the Communards from entering the Tuileries long
enough for one insignificant servant to slip away.
La Comtesse
de Passy, Marie's employer, must be dead now or taken. The old woman
had tried to escape the palace in a closed carriage. The mob, very much
afraid that the royal family would again take flight, stopped the
carriage. Marie, watching from a window, had seen La Passy dragged out
screaming, to be engulfed by the crowd. Marie hated the aristocrats
almost as much as did the people of Paris but she pitied that helpless
old woman who had been kind to Marie--for an aristocrat. Marie
sincerely hoped that Le Duc de Fallieres, La Passy's nephew, had not
escaped. He had been disguised as the carriage driver. When the mob
surrounded them, he jumped down and disappeared into the crowd. He was
a filthy beast who deserved far worse than the guillotine. The lowest
beggars from the gutters of Paris were far better men than he. But La
Passy was a harmless dowager with a penchant for younger men. She
deserved a less horrifying fate.
Marie shook
herself and ran on, determined not to share the old Comtesse's fate.
When she had seen the death of her mistress played out before her very
eyes, she knew that her life in the Royal Palace was ended. It was time
to go.
The
instinct for survival was strong in her. It was the reason she had
managed the transformation from barefoot urchin in the streets of Paris
to a keeper of perfumes for a lady of the royal court.
Her
footsteps echoed hollowly in the empty passageway. This way was rarely
used, except as a servants' shortcut, but somewhere it had a small side
door that opened onto the gardens.
Marie
paused for a moment to catch her breath. Sounds of shooting were faint
now--she could barely hear them over her own ragged breath. She
strained her ears to catch the sound of anyone approaching. The
passageway smelled of dampness and dust and very faintly a hint
of--smoke? Was the Tuileries on fire? It wouldn't surprise her.
She went on
more slowly now. She could simply run no more for a while. As she
walked, she thought back on her life in this place. It had been very
pleasant in a way. There was little for a keeper of perfumes to do with
her day, so Marie had filled her time with gossip and card games with
footmen, chambermaids and lackeys. The card playing had been rather
lucrative. She sighed when she thought of the 17 lovely gold louis sewn
into the lining of her best coat. It would be a long and dangerous
journey down to her little room. A journey not worth making. If the
Swiss Guard succeeded in keeping the revolutionaries out of the palace,
Marie would come back someday for her coat. If not, some happy
Communard, thinking only to steal a warm coat, would discover a small
fortune--enough to feed a family for months, even considering the
inflated food prices that rose a little more every day.
She was
glad, however, that she no longer had to avoid Fallieres and his casual
but persistent advances. If she had been forced to reject him openly,
she was certain to have lost her position. To accept would have been
far worse. What he did with young ladies was whispered among all the
servants. It was rumored that one girl had even cut her wrists after a
night with him. Marie had never sought details of his perversions--she
didn't need to know them. The look in his heavy-lidded eyes was enough.
She prayed that he was dead now or would be soon.
Her heart
leaped when she saw the little door through which she hoped to make her
escape. She hurried to it, but froze just as she reached out for the
knob. Outside in the garden she could hear quiet voices, and the sound
of grim laughter. Marie's knees were so weak they would not hold her
up. She sank to the floor in a pool of pale blue silk. She could go
neither forward nor back--she was trapped.
The
perfume of summer lay heavy on the garden basking in the brilliant
afternoon sunshine. Bees hummed on the rambler roses that overwhelmed
the cool, dim summerhouse.
"History
was changed last night." Jake Dawson, clad in dark gray knee breeches
and stark white hose, sat with his long legs out in front of him on one
of the summerhouse benches. He poked idly at the leaf litter on the
floor with his walking stick.
"I wish I
could have been there!" said Jubilee. Jake's indulgent smile was a
flash of white teeth in his strong face. It set Jubilee's blood
singing, as it always did. She so rarely got to have him all to
herself, she was savoring every moment.
"You
wouldn't have enjoyed it. It was definitely not a place for young girls
of good family."
She
smoothed her white muslin dress, dappled with sunlight. Not a place for
young girls! How often had she heard that? She glanced sidelong at him
and wondered if he had noticed that she had grown into womanhood. She
had loved him ever since she was a mere child four years ago when she
was only twelve and he was--according to her father--"a boy with more
money than he knew what to do with." Jake had inherited his father's
fur and timber export business when he was fifteen. She had overheard
the servants whispering that he had to kill a man to keep it.
"Imagine!"
she said. "The king driven from the Tuileries by the Paris mob! Who
wouldn't want to see that? Nothing so thrilling happened in our
revolution!"
Jake
laughed. She loved his laugh--it was so rich and warm. At the same time
she had an uneasy feeling he might be laughing at her.
"I was
quite young at the time, but I'm given to understand that a few
thrilling things actually did happen during our revolution!" He really
was laughing at her now, but she didn't mind. She smiled back at him,
feeling herself blush a little.
Jubilee
picked up the nosegay of red roses that had become scattered in her
lap. She herself had been born only a few days after the ratification
of the Declaration of Independence. Her father, intoxicated with joy
over that and her birth, named her Jubilee.
"What will
happen to the royal family now?" she asked. "Will they send them
packing?"
Jake
snorted. "Hardly, my dear, Louis would return in front of a Bourbon
army and France's revolution wouldn't turn out as well as ours." He
paused. His hands were rough and brown, in odd contrast to the elegant
walking stick they held.
"There's a
rumor," he said, "that the royal family is going to be sent to the
Temple--for their own protection it is said."
Jubilee
raised her eyebrows.
"But the
Temple is a prison, a horrible place. I have heard it is as bad as the
Bastille ever was."
"That's
true. No one escapes the Temple. If they go there, I don't think
they'll ever leave, except to go to the guillotine."
"Oh, surely
not. The dauphin is a harmless little boy. Why should he be killed?
Perhaps the king will abdicate in his favor."
She
wondered why Jake didn't wear a wig, like her father did. His unruly
brown hair was merely caught at the nape of his neck with a black silk
ribbon. Small locks were always escaping. It gave him a slightly wild,
uncouth look. She always longed to touch his hair, to smooth it. Jake's
disturbing smile had vanished and now he was soberly thoughtful.
"As long as
any member of the royal family is alive the French Republic is in
danger," he said softly.
Jubilee
held the roses to her nose and inhaled their fragrance.
"I hope
not," she said. "There has been so much death already. Perhaps someone
clever can think of a solution."
Jake smiled
at her gently. "Perhaps someone can," he said.
They
listened companionably to the bees droning in the sunlight. Jubilee
covertly studied Jake's face. He had beautiful eyes, deep and crackling
with intelligence. Now, though, his gaze seemed miles away.
After a
while he sat up a little straighter. "But I want to talk to you about
something besides politics," he said. "Although I wish to speak with
your mother and father, I must talk to you first."
Jubilee's
breath caught in her throat. Jubilee's mother had been overseeing the
making of marmalade when Jake came calling unannounced. Jubilee had
been given the happy chore of entertaining him until her mother was
free to receive him.
"I'm not
exactly sure how to begin. I . . . "
Quick
footsteps sounded on the stone pathway. It was Yvette, the little maid
who helped Jubilee's mother with the house.
"Monsieur
Dawson, Madame will receive you now," Yvette said fluttering, as usual,
like a little wren. Jake rose fluidly to his feet.
"Thank you,
Yvette. Come, Jubilee, walk me to the house and we'll talk." He offered
her his arm. She took it, with a wave of excitement. This is it, she
thought. He has finally noticed me.
Yvette set
her pointed chin and pouting lips in what she obviously thought was an
attitude of sternness.
"Madame
says that Mademoiselle is to practice piano now."
Jubilee,
suddenly angry, nearly stamped her foot, but she had promised herself
she would stop using such a childish gesture. Yvette was ruining the
moment!
"Run along,
Yvette," said Jake easily, before Jubilee could do more than sputter
impatiently. "Mademoiselle will be at her piano shortly."
Yvette
clicked her tongue and bobbed a courtsey. Her heels tapped rapidly on
the stones as she flitted away. Jake waited for the maid to get out of
sight, and then led Jubilee to the pergola that covered the path most
of the way to the house.
"When will
your father be home?" Jubilee looked at him sideways. It was an
unexpected question.
"Not until
this evening. Why do you ask?"
"When he
returns I'm going to ask him for your hand in marriage."
Jubilee
gasped. "Oh, Mr. Dawson, I . . . " He turned and engulfed her hands in
his. She stared at those hands. He had never touched her in such a
personal way before. The import of it made her giddy. Whatever it was
she had thought to say, she forgot it.
"I know I
may be too late," he said. "But it's very important that you consider
my offer."
"Too late?"
she murmured. It didn't make any sense.
"Your
mother and father are my dearest friends," he said. "I would be a very
good husband to you, you have my word on that. I would do everything in
my power to make sure you are always comfortable and contented." He
said it all in a rush as if he had rehearsed it. It was not at all what
she had imagined he would say. He still held her hands. Suddenly she
wanted to pull them away. A chill had settled in her breast, defying
the afternoon sun.
I love you,
she thought. I have never wanted anything more than to be your wife.
She thought it, but didn't say it. "Tell me that you love me," she
said. Jake's eyes widened with surprise. He seemed to go a little pale
under his tan.
"I . . .
don't know what to say," he said.
Jubilee
jerked her hands out of his and backed away. "Say the truth! Say it's
good business! Say you wish to merge my father's fortune with yours!"
"Jubilee!
You know that I have nothing but the kindest of sentiments for you."
"I will not
be an item of barter!" She threw the words at him and then turned and
ran.
"No,
Jubilee, for the love of God . . ." she could hear him calling behind
her. She didn't stop. She dared not stop.
She ran as
young ladies weren't supposed to, pulling her skirts up to past her
ankles so she could run faster. Hot fury beat in her temples. She
nurtured her anger--she cherished it, hoping it would burn away the
hurt and humiliation.
She rushed
up the veranda steps. The double glass doors into the dining room were
closed and curtained against the August sun. She wrenched them open and
brushed past the twittering Yvette. Hoping to avoid her mother's sharp
questions, Jubilee took the back stairs. Later, when she was calmer,
she would discuss Jake's proposal with both her parents. She was fully
prepared to throw the fit of the century of she wasn't allowed to
refuse him. Later she would deal with the bitterness of this
disappointment, but now--she was not to be bought and sold like a cow!
Although
she had spared the glass doors downstairs, she slammed her bedroom door
with a satisfactory bang. It was unmercifully hot in her room. She
pulled off her fichu, the thin muslin scarf that her mother insisted
she wear around her shoulders no matter how the heat rose. She splashed
her face with water from the washstand and wondered why she didn't feel
like crying. She just wanted to be alone with the pounding of her
heart. She opened the doors to the little balcony off her bedroom,
hoping to catch a vagrant breeze.
She saw her
father below in the street paying off a hackney cab. Jubilee's hands
flew to her hot cheeks. Father was home early! Why must he turn up just
now? She needed time to think. Even an hour later would be better than
now. But there was nothing for it. She must speak to him before Jake
did. She must see to it that her father was as outraged as she before
Jake got to him and persuaded him that an alliance would be a mutual
business advantage.
It was just
possible that her father would force her into a marriage she didn't
want. All her life she had had to do all sorts of unpleasant things
that were "in her own best interests," such as learning to play the
piano, which she detested--but those were little things. Marrying
someone who didn't love her would blight the rest of her life. At
sixteen there was still such a lot of it left.
She retied
the fichu around her shoulders and gave her hair a quick pat. This time
she used the front stairs. Her father was in the front hall giving his
hat and stick to Yvette, who gave Jubilee a sharp look as she bustled
off with them.
"Papa!" She
flew into his encircling hug. "You are home early." His face was long,
and Jubilee always thought his features very sophisticated and elegant.
Just now his expression was very bland, as it always was when he was
concealing something.
"I must
speak to your mother. Is she about?"
She
wondered if it somehow had something to do with Jake's proposal. She
couldn't imagine how it could and knew all questions would be in vain.
"How is my
girl?" he said with an affectionate smile. She thought it best to just
plunge into what she had to tell him.
"I'm very
angry," she said without preamble. "Papa, I must speak with you now,
before anyone else does."
"Who has
earned your wrath, my child?" He touched the tip of her nose, a tiny
caress that always made her smile.
"Mr. Dawson
came calling this afternoon." Her father's smile vanished, and his eyes
turned to flint. Jubilee faltered. "He's--he's inside speaking with
Mama now." His expression was too smooth again; something was wrong.
"I'm very
glad that he's here." He spoke softly, but his tone sounded dangerous.
Jubilee had a sinking feeling that something here was beyond her
understanding. She had never seen her father like this before.
He took her
elbow. "Come, my dear, we'll speak to him together, and then you can
tell me how he made you so angry."
"I can tell
you now," she said. "He asked me to marry him." Her father raised an
eyebrow.
"I thought
you were in love with him." Jubilee stopped with a jerk.
"You knew?"
He smiled
again, a real smile, although the hard look remained at the back of his
eyes. "Your mother told me--although I had suspected before that."
Jubilee
stamped her foot--she couldn't help it.
"How did
you know? I never told anyone--it's not even in my diary!"
Her father
steered her to the parlor door, a smile touching his lips. "Darling,
your mother and I have known you all your life. Do you believe that we
do not known you well?"
He paused
outside the parlor door. Jubilee looked at him out of the corner of her
eye. She suddenly wanted to run away. Jubliee's father took a deep
breath and seemed to compose himself. Then he grasped the knobs of the
double doors and opened them abruptly. Jake and Jubilee's mother,
Christiana, were seated on the twin settees that faced across a low
table. Christiana was just pouring tea. Jake's hand seemed too large
for the fragile china cup that he held. They both turned startled faces
to Jubilee's father. Christiana was the first to speak.
"Neville!
Welcome h--"
He silenced
her with a look.
"Dawson,
you are to leave my house immediately. My attorney will meet with you
tomorrow to sunder our business relationship."
Marie
huddled for a while on the cold marble floor of the hallway. She hid
her face in her hands and strove to steady herself.
She could
still hear an occasional shot in he distance, but she was too far away
to hear the crowd that she knew still howled for blood in the Place du
Carrousel. She cursed herself. Why didn't she leave a month ago--or
last week? Two months ago the mob had broken into Marie Antoinette's
apartments. The queen had barely escaped with her life. Only an
overturned table had served as a slim barrier between her and payment
due for the gross injustices the Bourbon aristocracy had perpetrated on
the ordinary people. Things had been very tense since LaFayette had
fired upon the mob at the Champ de Mars. Then, finally, this morning a
hungry, ragged army had marched on the palace.
Marie
sighed and pushed herself to her feet. She hadn't gone last week or
last month because she had believed, along with the rest of the court,
that the Prussian army, organized by aristocratic exiles, would sweep
into Paris and rescue the royal family. Then the comfortable life of
one insignificant keeper of perfumes would be secure. That hope seemed
foolish now.
She pressed
her ear against the door. The voices outside were fading in the
distance. Whoever was out there conversed quietly in cultured tones too
smooth to be those of the mob. She sighed with relief.
Marie
summoned the courage to open the door a fraction. Nothing was visible
through the narrow opening but a few flowerbeds dimly lit by distant
street lamps. Opening the door a little more revealed a group of
blue-uniformed grenadiers walking away in formation. Since they had
their backs to her, she decided to risk opening the door even wider,
and stuck her head out for a good look. Other than the grenadiers, the
garden was deserted.
The garden
here was thick with trees, which was both good and bad. Trees would
hide her escape, but might also conceal human predators who would kill
for a coin or two--or even for a few yards of blue satin. Marie
shrugged resignedly. It was as good a chance as she could hope for.
The
high-pitched piping of a child's voice drew her attention back to the
grenadiers. They had turned to the left to go around a little goldfish
pond. Marie gasped. The king was in their midst. The queen, walking
beside him, held the little dauphin by the hand. The king's sister and
several other members of the court had also availed themselves of the
opportunity for safe passage out of the palace. Marie noticed bitterly
that there were few servants among them. Commoners could fend for
themselves.
She pulled
her head back inside. It doesn't matter, she thought as she shut the
door quietly, I know how to take care of myself. She felt very sorry
for the footmen she used to play cards with. Some of them would be dead
by morning.
She herself
would survive with any luck at all. First, she must make herself less
conspicuous. Pulling off most of her petticoats flattened her skirt.
She stepped out of high heels that would be useless in the garden at
night. A sparkle caught her eye. On the toe of each shoe was sewn a
garnet stud. Marie hastily tore them off. She realized suddenly that
from the point of view of a courtier she was about to become
desperately poor, but for a former guttersnipe she was wearing a
fortune. She pulled off her earrings, her bracelets, the string of
pearls from around her neck, and a thin gold chain that she wore as a
belt. All were small gifts or cast-offs from her late mistress.
She knotted
everything in a fragment of petticoat and shoved the bundle into the
top of her corset, then returned to shedding her old identity.
Removing
all the pads from her hair reduced its bulk considerably. Unfortunately
her hair had been powdered pale blue to match her gown, so she dug
through the shimmering pile of petticoats until she found the dark
green one. A hastily ripped rough square covered the telltale powder
and, she hoped, made her look poor. The makeshift scarf was pure silk,
but no one would notice in the dark. Another square rendered a very
ragged-looking fichu. Finally she was ready for escape. Her costume
could not stand up under an inspection keener than a passing glance,
but the transformation might save her life.
Marie
grasped the doorknob, filled her lungs as if plunging into deep water,
and stepped out onto the landing. She glanced in the direction the
royal family had gone. The fortunes of the nobility were no longer her
concern. She felt very exposed standing there and quickly descended the
steps, darting for the nearest pool of darkness.
Paris
roared in the distance. The muskets were quiet for the moment, but the
sound of distant pandemonium seemed to disturb the big chestnut trees,
causing them to rustle restlessly in the moonlight. She very much felt
like running, and indulged herself. Adroitly dodging the fountains,
trees, and statues, she instinctively avoided the paved walkways,
quickly soaking her stockings in the dew-wet grass. She wished the
court had stayed in Versailles, where she knew the gardens well. Here
at the Tuileries it was not safe for any member of the court to wander
in the gardens. For a year they had been virtual prisoners in the
palace--ever since the king's ill-considered escape attempt.
In a corner
where two hedges met she checked her headlong flight. Her breath burned
in her throat--it was a long while since running away had been a
frequent event in her life. The night smelled of leaf mold and green
things mixed with a faint intrusion of gunpowder.
A shout
followed by tangled voices and broken bits of song pressed her against
the hedge. Leaves and twigs prickled her cheek. Had someone seen her?
Footsteps came closer accompanied by leaping torchlight. A few faces
were sharply illuminated, but the rest were in shadow--about two dozen
in all. Knives, cleavers, and pikestaffs glittered sharply. Two of the
men carried ancient muskets. Soft red caps, bloody in the fitful
torchlight, marked them as Communards. They jollied each other noisily
along, but their eyes darted here and there, nervously probing the
darkness.
Marie held
her breath and watched them clatter by like a fox watches the hounds.
But they hunted the king's guards and took no notice of one small, lone
woman. When they disappeared in the darkness behind her, she began to
breathe again.
She ran a
little further, but forced herself to a walk when she came to others in
the garden. These were no revolutionaries, but small groups of ordinary
folk with pinched, worried faces. A few nodded to Marie, but none gave
her a second glance. In the dim garden, her makeshift disguise was good
enough; she was afraid it would betray her under the brighter street
lamps. She could see through the trees that the street was jammed with
sightseers and would-be revolutionaries.
A low wall
fashioned like a Greek ruin in miniature was finally all that stood
between Marie and the sidewalk. She was too near the light to attempt
the street, so she crept west along the nearly useless cover of the
wall. Suddenly she spotted a shapeless bundle propped lopsidedly
against the ruin. She prayed it was only a small bush or pile of
refuse. As Marie drew near, she could see that her suspicions were
correct. It was the body of a young woman, perhaps even a girl, very
thin and very dead. Marie, kneeling, touched the cold, emaciated face,
all skin and cheekbones. There was no sign of any wound, but Marie's
childhood in the streets had taught her of many diseases that stalked
the hungry. One of them had taken this girl at the doorstep of the fat
Bourbon king.
Marie
noticed that the girl was wearing a long cloak, torn in places, with
the hem long ago frayed away. It was too ragged to sell, or the girl
would no longer have possessed it, but it would hide an over--fancy
gown and perhaps ensure Marie's survival. Sadness welled up as she
lifted it from the thin little body.
"I'm
sorry," she whispered. "My need is greater than yours, now." Marie
patted the dead girl's arm. "Sleep well, little sister," she said and
wrapped herself in the cloak of the girl she might have been.
All the
traffic, both foot and carriage, seemed bent on the Place du Carrousel
down the street and around the corner to the right. Marie strolled out
of the garden casually, taking great care to avoid the eyes of
passersby, but there was little interest in her. The people around her
seemed consumed with worry and fear. The aristocrats viewed the
ordinary folk of Paris as ravening monsters. Marie wondered when she
had begun to believe it as well.
Suddenly
there was a great, howling roar splattered with sharp blasts of musket
fire. The Place du Carrousel was exploding. The mob must have learned
that the king had eluded their grasp. Marie continued to stroll toward
the corner where she would turn left away from the palace. There she
would find alleyways and other dark avenues traditionally useful to
those who must slip from one place to another out of sight of curious
eyes.