TRUTH
IS TWISTED -
i'm feeling good when i'm feeling low i feel like telling you where to go
you say "let it it out tell me i'm your bro trust me" then you
tell everyone you know you're always at my emotions so interested the mouth
is an evil place where the truth is twisted. i don't trust anyone at all
so i'll just sit here and bend steel and stare at the wall. life in hell.
KNOW?
- feet firmly planted on the ground (can't be shot down) face cleanly ripped
in two (can't tell which one is you) apprehension about who you are (how
far is too far?) is the line blurred just for you? home...
THE
BOX - well i don't know how this all started but right now
the skin i've lost is just sitting there and it hurts to much to reach out
and grab it. slap it back on i know if it falls off again or if it doesn'
fit anymore there won't be another chance i'll take the time to try it again
so i sit here in the box just me and my skin and a small hole in the corner
where the sun shines in that amkes shadows on the wall as i watch the world
passes me by again
MANILLA
- was so normal as a lad, kissed his mom and hugged his dad and his freinds
the fun they had, playing war and acting bad, the days went on but time
stood still and all those people made him ill, couldn't stand the cliques
in school crawled inside his head until... walked the halls(walking home?)
from school yelling slogans at the people who to him were a reminder of
the kids who used to laugh at him now he's proven what he expected all along
seeing all those empty souls unhappy faces growing old and then he laughed.
how does it feel to die slowly?
CRAWL
- piece together particle by particle smash at everything complete
arrange in sequence so some semblence can be reached distorted dreams of
dying in my sleep what i'm wearing now is stained the words i'm thinking
cause me pain away from you crawl inside my brain to find out where the
stains are hiding pliers vice grips paper clips to pick out all the dying
take my fist and smash the wall to deaden all the pain doubting every movre
i make it's driving me insane break the bottle shards of glass that stab
into my skin will it end the pain or is it happening again?
BAIL
OUT - blow off that depressant top what remains is not fluf
pick that ladder climb up just don't jump float above no need to fly dunk
those bastards pass them by look gold chain tanktop in the eye and jump.
if you don't jump i'll push you off.
SNAP
- how many times will it splinter before it breaks? and if i stumble will
i fall or be the better for it all? they say they're coming by today but
no one's home we won't be seeing anyone tell them to go. i need a clean
break just let me fall will i be the better for it all? and if i fall down
what do i become a preacher? a poet? a bum? what do i become?
ANOTHER
SAPPY SONG ABOUT HATE - I'm callous and i don't care anymore,
i'm jaded and i won't fall for anything there;s a hole in my head but i
can't see out. ship to shore our captains lost become ceramic and turned
to dust dredge for try to grasp life boats dropped can't be saved lines
are being crossed and their skins are coming off lines are being drawn out
and the bands are getting bought out everything must go burn it all down
comfort and joy are a complete farce.
JILL'S
THE BEST - Life in penasquitos is so tragic my dear jill,
Shoot that dope and load the gun and take your little pill. Asked her on
a murder spree but she won't kill respect her when she finally does but
i bet she never will. 19 years of lonliness that i can't understand stares
all day at morrissey's face it sits on her nightstand, cries when he says
"torture me" he's her man makes me want to smash her face and
put this to an end. I hate everyone, they hate me, and i hate them. I don't
realize why i hate this life.
BL'INK!
-When i was young I saw the scoreboard never changed and now i scream at
the planes and throwing rocks at punks who sat on concrete blocks while
the band played "junkies Running Dry" It's a cliche to say that
I support Your scene competition means nothing to me when people change
their face who never made their place it fucking stinks.
PEGBOY
- Those Needles kept you warm and now they do you harm just yesterday I
took a look at your life and thought a waste of space(and time) a whore
to the warmth you never lost but callous makes you feel strong.
LOUIS
HOPELESS IS A ROCKSTAR - ....and they're wasting too much
time figuring out the meanings when what they end up finding is that it's
the point they're missing, picked up wrong impression stuck in the wrong
direction don't ask to help you oput we don't have sympathy. hopeless or
spitefull, useless or helpful, genius or imbecils i just can't take them
anymore. reject that state or mind where you show the world your'e feeling
fine, just go home and hide.
RINSE
- this last drop of hate has flowered into a certain beauty of it's own.
I nuture it i feed it and i watch with pride as it takes root and thrives.
this last drop of rain has dried the tears i shed has washed the blood from
my sores and rusted these chains
TEXAS
10 - A bushel of stars and a thousand small white crosses
lead me back to you A bushel of stars and a thousand small white crosses
and the blood on the highway a family of five i saw burn alive all thats
left is the blood on the highway i have no reason to feel this way but i
was bored you were the same as all the others who have played watch me climb
and watch me reach the short peak watch me stumble watch me slip and lose
my grip and if i fall from grace with drunken gods bow your heads and laugh
out loud.
8
1/2 - I can feel the hate but i can't feel the bleed i can
taste the end but i can't see a thing i can feel the cold but i can't feel
the bleed and when it all comes down i can't reach right in and tear it
out and now i scream for help in silence. Always seems the same playing
all your little games and getting caught in everyway. digging holes in my
skin, laugh out loud when she begins crying as the pain sets in scream as
my life caves in... you could tell me lies to cover up my eyes.
BATTLE
HYMN FOR THE RECLUSE YOUTH PART ONE - An artery of held back
emotions has burst The thread of this fabric has lost its wax And I've become
unglued, there's nothing I can do to make a fist and tape it up and take
it out on you No this ain't the bomb it's an air raid siren You can make
your excuses but I'm not buying it. No nothing has changed.
THE
WAKE - Remember those nights drinking in the park? I carried
you home when you couldn't walk And those bottles that we shared are broken,
buried under sod like those days when we were buds So pass the jug around
today I put another friend into the ground Pass the jug around for them
someday we'll see you again All the good people die and the assholes stick
around isn't it frightfully romantic? No we won't hang our heads for long
we'll drink and sing some more songs it's all frightfully romantic Pass
the jug around.
SUBCONTRACTOR
- When pouring foundation be careful it might not set And building frames
make sure you mitre corners nice and tight Board your windows up when skies
turn grey it might start falling everything you build eventually gets destroyed
Don't chisel under rock you might get crushed.
2:07AM
- I'm not in prison but I'm a prisoner of affection and I have everything
I want but i have none of it on me cover me with faith in a shroud of shame
I'm draped and shoot me up with lies that's one of Strawman's lines and
you can call me arrogant but I'm better than that lonely drunk and fat Late
night and mind's filled the last of my wine spilled it's seven minutes past
two o' clock my latest brush with bad luck.
ALL
I CARE ABOUT IS ME, MY RUM AND YOU - Bad luck and bad timing,
bad booze and bad rhyming thats my ticket to the big bad blue well I've
lost faith and lost hope and spend my life heartbroken (lost at Tekken 2)
the big bad blue kicked myself for all the things that i've done to deserve
this ticket to the blig bad blue you are some kind of wonderful you make
my nightmares go away nut brown eyes and angel hair if you're from heaven
take me there.
AL
QUINT IS AN EMO PUSSY - Wonder why I'm so depressed? Fuck
the world and then I'll take you with me.