| RAINBOW
BRIDGE RETURN
The little dog arrived
at the Rainbow Bridge, and a pack of dogs
rushed up to greet
him. He braced himself, expecting a fight, but this was the
first pack that
wagged their tails and kissed him instead of attacking him.
It was beautiful
here, and everyone was nice to him. None of them had
been born in a puppy
mill, like he had, and used for dog-bait fighting and
left to die in a
shelter because he was a mix-breed battle-scarred cur and wasn't cute.
They explained why
they were waiting for their humans who loved them.
"What is love?" he
asked, and God let him go back to earth and find
out. Warm, and dark,
he squeezed in with the others and waited for the day
to be born. Scared,
he held back as long as he could, but finally got
dragged out, by
his hind feet. Hands without fur held him gently and rubbed
him dry and opened
his mouth and guided him to a warm nipple with milk. He didn't
get a good hold
on it, because one of his big fat brothers pushed him aside. The
human hand moved
the other puppy to another nipple and held his body, so he
could drink.
"Ahhh, that's better,
" he thought, and drank until his jaws got tired
and he curled up
to sleep next to his warm hairy mother. "I remember
this," he mused...
"Too bad I'll have to grow up to be hit, left out in the cold
and rain, and used
for dog-bait fighting, and die as an unclaimed rescue
dog. I remember
what it's like, being a dog." he thought sadly.
That night, he crawled
up to his mother and tried to nurse, but he
kept getting pushed
off to the side. When they were full, the big brothers
and sisters got
their bottoms cleaned and he finally latched on to a nipple, but
the human hands
weren't there to hold him up, and there wasn't any milk in any
of the nipples,
anyway. He was weak and so tiny. It was even hard to stay
upright, and he
fell over on his back and couldn't right himself.
So he began to cry,
and suddenly the human hands were there, holding
him up and putting
a rubber thing in his mouth. It didn't taste or feel like
mother but it was
warm and made the ache in his tummy go away. He was having
trouble breathing
as his lungs weren't fully developed, because he had
waited too long
to join the others in the womb, as he took one last
romp at the Rainbow
Bridge. He could feel the heartbeat of the human, who had
laid him on her
chest and covered him with a soft cloth, keeping him warm,
and soothing his
bony body with gentle circling touches.
He kept thinking
of his new friends who had been so nice to him at the
bridge and asked
God if he could go back. God said, "Yes, but not just yet.
You wanted to experience
Love."
So for several hours
(seemed like days but it was dark and he couldn't
tell what time it
was), the human supplemented his feeding and let him
experience the warmth
of his mother's body and tongue, and the pile of warm soft littermates.
He got weaker, and
the human held him more often, leaving the
littermates to sleep
in a pile while he got caressed, kissed, and got to listen to
the heartbeat which
was strong and loving.
Finally God came
back and asked, "are you ready to come back to the
Rainbow Bridge?"
"Yes, he responded," with a little sorrow, because the human
didn't want to let
him go, and was crying. He pushed the air out of his lungs and
floated back to
the Rainbow Bridge and looked back at the human,
who was still crying
and holding the
limp body that he
had borrowed for his trip.
"Thank you, God,"
he said. "Love is beautiful, and I will wait near
the Bridge and let
the human know, when she arrives, that I loved her, too."
Joy LaCaille
lakai@iag.net |