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"BORN AGAIN ON CHRISTMAS"
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Here's a tale told to me by a friend who's born again.
We sat beneath a church yard tree
with a cool breeze overhead;
with one deep sigh he wiped his eyes,
then this is what he said:
" I stood there all despondent, down-trodden with concern;
because I lost employment..from lay-offs by the Firm.
Three months had passed and counting, and close to Christmas Day,
my woes were quickly mounting and my bills I could not pay.
I thought about my children, Michelle, Darlene and Wes,
and my wife who had been stricken with cancer of the breast.
I asked myself this question: "If something does not give,
is life still worth the living, if it comes too hard to live?"
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Then came my thoughts of others whom had much wealth abound;
that they will have no problems when Santa makes his round;
for there'll be gifts aplenty 'mid cheers and joyful bliss,
the children and the grown-ups will share in happiness.
I wallowed in self pity, for I could not afford
to buy my family Christmas gifts because of being poor;
or feel the spirit yuletide brings when love and cares prevail;
only then to give it up because the system failed.
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And I stood still and clutching, ( with tearful, swelling eyes,)
the cold and icy railing that spanned the bridge's rise.
Within my "blurry" vision.. spume the waters far below,
while making a decision if time had come to go,
when a voice broke through the stillness and this is what it said:
"There's no such thing as illness if it's only in your head,
for if you die 'tis certain: 'tis not you who bears the woes,
but your lovely wife and children to solve what life bestows.
It's they who'll bear the burdens, they, who'll wear the crown
They, whom now are praying that you will not let them down."
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And when that voice astounded, I could not tell from where,
but the message that was sounded.. came in so loud and clear!
Was it God's voice conversing? or an inner voice surreal?
Was it from a passing person whence came the firm appeal?
But anyway it happened there, I felt a great release,
as if a giant grizzly bear had swept me to my knees!
Painful tears that flowed before have turned to tears of joy,
I was striken by the force of truth that God employs.
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I slowly rose and almost froze with chills from bone to bone,
with weaken gait I headed straight to loved ones left at home .
When I arrived and went inside, I saw the Christmas tree,
a pine they cut that proved enough and pretty as could be!
And it was dressed with simple things like little angels there,
and silver bells that clings and rings and sparkles mid the glare.
And beneath the tree were gifts for me,
like clothes my wife had made, and photos of the kids I love,
whom asked not what I gave.
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"My family knew what I went through, and more than once they said:
"Daddy, You indeed are all we need, that nothing else can do;
Christmas comes but once a year, but we will count that too!"
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"Back on an icy bridge that night I think it was a "sign",
through snow and rain a voice came and saved me just in time.
For from that voice there came rejoice, I laid my burdens down.
I begged the Lord for mercy and to turn my life around.
And that's the way this story finds... me blessed in
Jesus's Name, for back at that Christmas time,
I was born again!"
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Story and Verse Written By William E.Hardison (c)
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