Page 2, Die Welt-Post,
Letters from
Misery in the Wolga Colonies of
Splawnucha (Huck),
To Mr. G. Repp,
I still remember myself as if it were first happening today, how you came to the colony of Huck back in 1921 when our need was at its peak and quickly answered it with American aid. It was to me at that time as if you were an Angel sent by God to rescue us, he with his opportune help thus made you appear and bid an end to the terrible grasp of death from starvation. Had the Americans not dug so deep, had they not valued brotherly help enough, many are the appreciative hearts of the German Wolga colonists whose lives are no longer consigned to oblivion. Still today, our hearts overflow with praise and thanks for all the joyous gifts, so many, yes, that one could truly say, that the majority, with your plentiful donations, have, as it were, been snatched from death by starvation. God reward you richly for what you have done for us.
Now however, after we have recovered somewhat, we are again going through another total disaster. The same direful situation has come, yes, one could say, an even greater one. Over the last three months it has still not rained one time. As a consequence we see our fields and gardens and forests are really parched and looking desolate. Man and beast thirst for rain! But not withstanding the heated prayers and sighs that daily and (word obscured) to God for His help to bolster us in our time of need, the heavens never the less, remain closed.
It appears as if our Lord has totally forgotten us and this year won't give us anything. He has totally withdrawn his blessings from us and rightly so. We deserve what our deeds have brought us. On this account we don't want to grumble but we are bent down very much under the fearsome hand of God. What will yet happen to us, only God alone knows?
Provisions, whether for man nor beast, are
quickly disappearing, maybe next to nothing set aside. And now man and beast
can look forward to an entire year's worth of troubles and malnourishment.
One's hair stands on end when one only thinks about it! Our government seeks to
console our discouraged farmers not to lose heart and uplift their courage; then
they want to provide for seed, bread and fodder. But, in spite of the
benevolent promises, involuntarily "doubting Thomas" awakes
in most hearts. Now, already many are without Bread, worn down, half naked, and
grasping, again condemned to wander and beg and in this way seek
to eke out a living, but that will also not be possible for very long. If you
tarry, aid from
Many Americans cannot rightly imagine our need and misery. They read about it in the papers in which the entire state of affairs is written of in heart gripping words, but only he, he who must see it with his own eyes can rightly judge the shuddering, horrible reality of it; and must experience first hand in its entirety, how difficult it is to live closed off in misery and distress. I, myself, am already often glancing into the (words obscured) future, the wish that my living heart could be lain with loved ones at peace in the grave instead of again having to stand by and watch the distress of starvation.
So, once again I repeat in urgent
supplication: whoever, in
My dear esteemed brother Repp: Here, in the brief time that we met, I came to know that your heart is devoted to the poor and needy, so I turn to you once more with the humblest plea: bear with me and also grieve with me: you can, indeed, if it can possibly be done, provide me with sage methods of assistance, if only you wish. You are widely known and are capable of finding ways to help me. Now, with the writing of these words, I am scrupulously trusting that you yourself will take pains to search for a source of aid for me.
In my area, this year, I stand to claim no
salary because the farmers are harvesting next to nothing. If you were to deny
me your help, then I would have to spend my old age enduring bitter need, or
falling
Esteemed Mr. Repp: Don't be angry with me for sending this plea to you, I was persuaded in doing this by my thoughts of you, and I am certain, have not done so in error. If you are supportive, you can be of use by taking my letter to your newspaper publisher; he is yet the judge of its contents.
We are both still healthy and wish you and your dear wife the same. Greet your dear wife for us both as strangers
In the hope that he can herewith be permitted to lay claim to your humanity, the undersigned sends his best greetings and good wishes from house to house, faithfully yours,
J. Rusch, Schoolmaster